Miracles

I remember as a child being taught about miracles. The story of Jesus walking on water. He did the impossible and so it was a miracle. But He was the son of God, I was not. So I could not experience miracles, if I was lucky enough to experience one it was out of my control and it was one in a lifetime. So I was on my own living under the pressure of life without help from the universe. I was scared, vulnerable, and bound to fail.

Then my eyes were open a few years ago. My mentor taught me the truth. Miracles are the impossible happening, true. The impossible becoming possible. But that there were “degrees” of miracles. A change of thought. A different experience. Then I was taught that in spiritually there are no degrees. It is or is not. So if I experience a “little” miracle it is as important and valid as a “big” miracle. A change in thought was the SAME as walking on water.

My mentor asked me to look for three miracles within the week. A few days passes, I see nothing. And I am feeling down. Scared, depressed, lonely. I find myself at the gas station getting gas. I was so down and depressed. I felt hopeless. For whatever reason, I have this thought, “I would pay ANYTHING TO FEEL BETTER.” I go inside to pay, the woman behind the counter says, “how are you?” with a smile, nothing happens. I walk outside and I feel BETTER. There is a smile on my face. And I realize… MIRACLE. What seemed impossible, became possible. And my life opened like never before SLOWLY. I began to see more and more “little” miracles, and thank God. Because I couldn’t handle the idea of “big” miracles because I was caught up in being less than… being disconnected from God. Rejecting my godly self because I was scared. I was scared of being loved. I was scared of loving myself.

The more I experienced these little miracles knowing they were miracles, the more “big” miracles happened. It was about me. And that’s about it!

Now my job is literally about witnessing miracles! My life is about seeing and experiencing miracles! And the more I see. The MORE I want to give!

I get excited and want to share my excitement and joy. To me, that’s the point of life! It’s simple and yet so profound. I am grateful I was given what I needed, just at the right time. The more I see that, the more I can trust and allow. I no longer have to do it alone!

MIRACLE